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New Year’s Dreams

The first New Year

Long ages since, when Time was young,
A blissful couple sat and sung
In Eden’s lovely fields so fair,
Before the tempter entered there ;
The rosy hours were whiled away
In sweet repose, or gentle play ;
One little darling, lovely boy
filled both their hearts with boundless joy.

Young Adam watched the stars at night,
and saw the constellations bright,
Along the grand ecliptic’s face
“Where the great globe with lightning pace
Swept onward in its annual round,
Till it the starting point had found,
Then rose his anthem loud and clear :
“Oh, God, bless thou the opening year ;
To us thy children show thy face,
The new year bless for all my race.”

Then spoke the Lord, “thou son of Earth,
With each dead year shall come a birth,
While the world doth its trach  pursue,
The year shall he forever new ;
Thy race may perish, and at last
The globe be into darkness cast ;
The glittering stars may cease to shine,
*But until then, thou son of mine,
While this mighty globe doth roll,
And light doth shine from pole to pole,
My word i give ; be of good cheer
I’ll bless for them each glad new year.”

The infant samuel 1776 by Sir Joshua Reynolds

The Infant Samuel by Sir Joshua Reynolds

This is a lovely song i have found in the old archive:from old catalog .It is called “The first New Year” by George Warwick.The verses are so beautiful that my only respond to them might be a personal New Year’s story inspired by its grace and magnificent.


I love travels with the taste of unusual and strange;no date no time,woven from my dreams and the dreams of many who dreamed before me all with a hope to come to the end,by wondering themselves all the time,whether an end exists and the final truth would be ever disclosed.There are many unsolved puzzles to tickle my mind,i have no doubt it is with many of you as well;The biggest one is about Creation of the world and whole Universe.Have scientific and religious presentations and some kind of mix of both in our heads;whatever to be true i bear in my mind a veil of misty picture and mystery in the all.I simply like to feel something mysterious to wind me;it might be a longing for more beautiful existence in every regards;more beauties to be seen or happier and cleverer people around me.

You can search for beauty wherever you want and in that quest first and basic is Beauty you find in yourself and in your mind…cherish that picture about yourself all the time of your traveling.Being in love with yourself is the main principle which the whole universe rules with.It is the law we spin around all together.Every negative fluid affects you and ambient where you live.The nature expresses its wounds by throwing out lots of magma and ashes,shaking the ground and making fierce storms;that is the moments we feel fears,complete scared by nature’s power and strength.And it is the time you think:My God i shall be good and make only good deeds,just save me and be merciful!

We are just so tender, bashful and frail creatures!Yes, we are sometimes so funny and poor,because forget so quickly how tiny and small we are.

And again remember yourself of watching into the sky when the clouds have gone to other destinations ,out of your views,to wonder through the space,peer into darkness toward bright and glorious Stars and their shining homes-there is Beauty and magnificence of the Creation,there is also a friendly hand to get you through your loneliness.And a look to them recovers lost dignity and makes you as being honored by own presence in the whole.

Every time i need company i see and think of that glorious roof above me,i have a friend ,i have an asylum,i am part of the magic and perfection.

And it seems that everything hovers by some rules and a precious watch-we count seconds,minutes and hours till the New Year comes and then all again.

The new Year is really so special and loved by all of us as a new cycle of births where we look for new happiness,new joys,new hopes and new dreams to come true.It looks like new beginning over and over,and we need them because we missed something in old year or we experienced something bad and wish to leave it behind us.Whatever reason to be,we long for new beginnings,we promise ourselves to be better and smarter,we hope to succeed where we failed,we wish more love than have now,or wait for new meetings,and new jobs and to become rich.Sweet dreams and there is nothing wrong with them.


Dreams make us better people!

Dreams give us new hopes to love life even more and to pursue it!

Dreams teach us that it is never ended,as long as we are able to see a new path ahead.

Dreams love us and take our hands and lead us to new horizons to see new stars and Glory.

Dreams show new signs to follow,perhaps the forecast we slipped in the past to see.

Dreams are our friends and sometimes just send a lovely and lost face to meet each other.

Dreams beat our fears and enemies,all bad and unpleasant things going away with their hidden strength.

Dreams allow us to travel with a charming spice because you never know what the next destination will be.

Dreams send our lovers to give us a kiss we  crave for …..

Dreams pursue new achievements we never thought before….

Dreams give the rest to our souls to recover inner vigor

Dreams make gifts for us and lots of  fine surprises….

Dreams become our guardian if we get lost in our way and make new roads for us.

Dreams warn us about danger to be faced with in our close surrounding

Dreams are our saviors as we escape into a peaceful harbour.

Dreams are sometimes first place to meet your Great Love

Dreams are first ally and  friends in life of your child

Whatever Dreams you have,every one is a Gift for you,never neglect their  meaning and collect them in your memory,the same way as you amassed many from previous Years and ones from the ages have been a long time ago and you have not been aware of.

It is a message for You, dreamed the whole Year whose end is so close and you think of New Year’s Dreams to hunt.

Remember that it is Your Dream and the way you allow them to lead you defines path awaiting for You.Don’t let untrue dreams be your polestar in the future.Be true to Yourself,love yourself,go for genuine people,give your best,love your darling,respect friends and parents,send some warm words to everyone in loneliness on this magic New year’s Eve,send some greetings and cards,kiss your lover,give some present away,be good friend,play with your children,take walk in beautiful nature and embrace it and your Creator,call it God’s will ,love God,dance with the stars and dispel clouds from misty heaven and go


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There are wonderful ideas to make a new story,they look like catching a magic thread leading you to secret crave,somewhere deep in the mountains,luring you by its own hidden tales and mysterious visitors from old time ,and maybe evoking some lost memories of a treasure left and forgotten by eternal wandering sailors.

Rich imagination might come from the very birth as being embodied into your entire being ,or partly gifted after coming into the light of the world to radiant inside of your spirit and bear all the rest of the ones to be poor in their stands and environment.You can always asking such questions about yourself,and if you are lucky to be the one belongs to a wreath of much gifted it is your greatest pleasure to enjoy in knowledge of being in possession of most beautiful imagination to adorn your presence and awareness of yourself.

Another question is whether such gifts entitle us to feel being  superior to every one who is deprived of them,and put us in a task of making some amazing stories to tell how life could be more beautiful and reminding of earliest and more innocent days of our childhoods.I myself feel that such a happiness forces me to accept and give forgiveness for many bad thoughts and fake feelings come from the other side.I feel like being a sacrifice of own validity and doomed to give even more than it is visible from an average eye.Believe or not but it is truth,i bear a great load which is mainly invisible by other people’s views and senses.And here i come to a bright observation that writing appears to be inevitable path of all the souls living in higher spheres of the existence,for they have unmolested freedom to put on paper their words and throw a light along way toward the infinity.How much light it would be take to put together the enigma of the origin and essence of Humanity,i don’t know,as well as you have no answer for that,but if it ever comes to its end,or if an end exist at all,we shall meet each other in a different environment with our faces to radiant divine light.

By going into the meeting of the coming Christmas and New Year we also going to our expectations and new hopes,aspirations for better and happier lives,which may be pictured as changes to come.Will we be ready to change ourselves?Is it possible or whether we need some changes to come out of our inner characters,if it needs courage and more resolutions? A CHRISTMAS CAROL

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens

Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens

To come to an idea of my next review was not difficult…i just was thinking about Christmas and a suitable title sparkled before my eyes:Christmas Carol, a wonderful tale written  by Charles Dickens.

Being himself experienced tortures in his early Youth,it traced his works bringing some of sadness and more of happiness to all of us.We must be thankful to him for that and feel admiration for his brilliant mind and power to overcome little human weaknesses and stay true to himself,not making a transformation to being a vicious and malicious man.We regard a transformation from a gruesome being into a mellow to be a miracle,by forgetting that staying on your own,not becoming evil after many bad things to happen with you is a wonder alike.

The main character/Ebenezer Scrooge/ is a man taken from the presence with all his poor human attributes as being  a miser, and put into all temptations to make him into a complete different being,following a magic and dream we all have .There were three ghosts to tempt him:Past,Present and Future.


The past in its intention of reminding of the child he used to be…childhood is most important period in life,from which comes all the destiny if you followed it in right way.It is also the richest and happiest time for lack of awareness of all characterized by malign and vicious, which mature man can bring forth.The Childhood bears smile of innocence ,most visible in eyes of a child.It also forewarns you that your opponent,fellow you confront, once was such a child, and give him a chance by melting your approach and forgiving.And there is no doubt about first meetings and friends in your schooldays to stay being most precious for lifetime,because you see them as they used to be..you knew how they looked like as little children;that picture of a friend coming from your youngest days,is indelible.

THE SECOND GHOST PRESENT It is about time you see around and face with possible and impossible in your life and thinking of what changes you can reach.It is about trying something new,for there is still time for innovations.Before the main figure in the tale,it rolls away all in his surrounding which happens to be some other man’s experience and effort to live better life, asking for help and understanding. Following religious teaching about reward and punishment,Dickens put before him a possibility to save his life by making good deeds,and a way to avoid death.It is imposed by fear,for it is man’s feature to follow him along the life.The FEAR never stops to accompany us,it doesn’t vanish after growing up

The FUTURE GHOST Whatever way to be of how Religion has been introduced and nested in our beings and lives,the obvious fact is that an account of fear and respect is present in our awareness about real and proper moral characteristics to be regarded and followed.If you try to think deeper about their presence you might feel a whiff of true unearthly and magic coming from another world.I don’t think that only religious persuasions happen to be only means to lead us to God’s creation and vision of the world,or what we read in the Bible and New Testament,heritage of Jesus Christ and four Gospels written following his path and thinking.

So, you could wonder about:Was religion imagined by the man,or it created us?Somehow both are woven and rooted in us,and thinking about my visiting to the Church and all ceremonials to be taken there,i feel that my true Divine touch with them,mysterious and magic,happens while coming suddenly and slowly from unexpected and unreal thought,feeling or a vision.That is why i believe that my being must be hold by one tiny thread stretching to  somewhere where i don’t see end,only feel as walking on the chord,and how my life might fall every moment….but it feels like that,only in the moments i imagine such a  picture before me.What i can ask myself more ,could be whether i lose something more of my life,more achievements and awareness by not thinking about the thread or not?What if my focus all the time would be a string and me as walk on it ?

One  relaxation i feel about it is not seeing people around me,only I and darkness around,but in spite of that, it is visible picture.Doesn’t it look like being an abyss around,perhaps the hell?Who or what makes the Hell?Is it a religious innovation or it is made by ourselves?

Anyway,Dickens’ hero being faced with terrible things envisaged before him,took his chance and changed himself!

That is final stage in the story, a man who made MIRACLE !The tale of miracle  is nested in early surrounding of the youth by the elders to read with us some Fairy Tales, and making us to love them.And then,whole life you want and long for is a MIRACLE!

I will honour Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year. I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future. The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. I will not shut out the lessons that they teach. Oh, tell me I may sponge away the writing on this stone!”

I don’t know what to do!” cried Scrooge, laughing and crying in the same breath; and making a perfect Laocoön of himself with his stockings. “I am as light as a feather, I am as happy as an angel, I am as merry as a schoolboy. I am as giddy as a drunken man. A merry Christmas to everybody! A happy New Year to all the world. Hallo here! Whoop! Hallo!”

Regardless you believe in Human transformation in a way it is presented by Charles Dickens or not,i am sure that your Christmas aspirations are not evanesced.

I believe and wish YOU to think about next holidays ,by imaging some desires to be fulfilled,about changes to come and better your conditions,about LOVE to come into your heart,about new place to live or go far away…


Scrooge was better than his word. He did it all, and infinitely more; and to Tiny Tim, who did not die, he was a second father. He became as good a friend, as good a master, and as good a man, as the good old city knew, or any other good old city, town, or borough, in the good old world. Some people laughed to see the alteration in him, but he let them laugh, and little heeded them; for he was wise enough to know that nothing ever happened on this globe, for good, at which some people did not have their fill of laughter in the outset; and knowing that such as these would be blind anyway, he thought it quite as 92well that they should wrinkle up their eyes in grins, as have the malady in less attractive forms. His own heart laughed: and that was quite enough for him. He had no further intercourse with Spirits, but lived upon the Total Abstinence Principle, ever afterwards; and it was always said of him, that he knew how to keep Christmas well, if any man alive possessed the knowledge. May that be truly said of us, and all of us! And so, as Tiny Tim observed, God bless Us, Every One!





A Christmas Carol is a novella by English author Charles Dickens first published by Chapman and Hall on 19 December 1843. The story tells of sour and stingy Ebenezer Scrooge’s ideological, ethical, and emotional transformation after the supernatural visitations of Jacob Marley and the Ghosts of Christmases Past, Present, and Yet to Come. The novella met with instant success and critical acclaim



Principal Characters:

Ebenezer Scrooge

Bob Cratchit/Family

Tiny Tim

Jacob Marley


Ghost of Christmas Past

Ghost of Christmas Present

Ghost of Christmas Future




Mrs Dilber

Old Joe


Ebenezer Scrooge is a penny-pinching miser in the first degree. He cares nothing for the people around him and mankind exists only for the money that can be made through exploitation and intimidation. He particularly detests Christmas which he views as ‘a time for finding yourself a year older, and not an hour richer’. Scrooge is visited, on Christmas Eve, by the ghost of his former partner Jacob Marley who died seven Christmas Eves ago.

Marley, a miser from the same mold as Scrooge, is suffering the consequences in the afterlife and hopes to help Scrooge avoid his fate. He tells Scrooge that he will be haunted by three spirits. These three spirits, the ghosts of Christmas past, present, and future, succeed in showing Scrooge the error of his ways.

The Death of Tiny Tim

Of all the affecting scenes from A Christmas Carol none touches the heart more than the death of the crippled Tiny Tim, foreshadowed to Scrooge by the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come Michael Patrick Hearn, in his book The Annotated Christmas Carol, reports that one observer of a public reading by Dickens of A Christmas Carol in Boston in 1867 noted that the passage of Tiny Tim’s death “brought out so many pocket handkerchiefs that it looked as if a snow-storm had somehow gotten into the hall without tickets.”



Regardless you believe in Human transformation in a way it is presented by Charles Dickens or not,i am sure that your Christmas aspirations are not evanesced.

I believe and wish YOU to think about next holidays ,by imaging some desires to be fulfilled about changes to come and better your conditions about LOVE to come into your heart about new place to live or go far away…
















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