Jane Austen’s most memorable

 

JANE AUSTEN”S MOST MEMORABLE

 I just like “lost” and women in “troubles” in a way they lead their lives.What that further means ,it could be described as being unacceptable from own surrounding, being rejected for leading seemingly different life  than usually other have.Regardless of how many there derogate someone’s life, for they thinking to be “wrong’,first what arouses in habit of a doom is:who is right to judge one man’s life, since Lord established own rules by creating this world.That is already a Religion approach to the theme of having right to judge others….because it is on God and his will to gift unearthly attributes and powers to Humans. 

Jane Austen

That is a way i liked to start the beginning of a review on a LIFE,one  Personality, a Writer,on a WOMAN.. that lived in past time ,centuries have gone ,but greatness of figure left timeless tracks.It is about Jane Austen, loved and adored writer,whose real-life appearance  made introduction in my writing. 

Second strangeness is to appear ,after answering the question:what kind of woman she was?If she wrote wonderful works for lifetime to resist all the changes that future brings,what was wrong for not having the same glory at the age of their becoming. 

There was happiness for Jane that her father understood and supported her writing and education,which made good foundation in her own home,especially in regards to time she lived .The most though, she achieved by vive and strong nature which sources come from being in love with oneself.It is again a religion touch about Jesus Christ’s message to Love ourselves as expression of leading  principle in cherishing Love to all Fellow-Creatures. 

Her personal strength made her to keep trueness of inner being ,rooted in natural law of going after real worths of which Love was the most dominant .She was not allowed to be ”mangled” by accepting anything else but genuine LOVE.And when one came into her life,she gave her heart and mind to a man,being aware of social circumstances, which at the end ,separated her from final happiness. 

his name was Tom Lefroy

from Jane’s letters:”I am almost afraid to tell you how my Irish friend and I behaved. Imagine to yourself everything most profligate and shocking in the way of dancing and sitting down together“

Such a combination of reality and romance is inevitable consequence of entire life of every being in earth.Fate and damn,happiness and joy,arm in arm,close and disjointed in miles by the very beginning of all the world.It feels like Damn gave its breathe to life conceived in one Being forever. 

We are most admired by Jane’s writing that is which matters now and that is what engulfs entire life and lead to thinking of how a life looked like,what she suffered,what she loved, what she wanted and dreamed…For a moment please, try to think of her real life,paths where walked,halls that she danced in,imagine her sitting in a living-room ,by writing letters and lovely novels, see her holding  hand of  a man she loved and her eyes seeking the proof of love,pants of heart on tender look and kiss of her beloved,…think of her hopes to live with lover….How about all that you feel now,are your look and sense changed?It must be that you feel much more of what she lost and left behind,and ask yourself of a price for such a life devoted to genuine principles of true LOVE of oneself and Truth-it is BEAUTY,and it is to me,the MOST VALUABLE Jane Austen left during her living .I’ll put it in the  first place of the all achievements in her writing. 

Every time you mention Jane Austen or ask me for an opinion on Sense and Sensibility or Pride and Prejudice,I’ll remember her real environment in which she lived, to give real Tribute to her as a writer and woman.It was first that she and life she kept in control,gave a birth to beautiful novels and stories she wrote.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Austen
Jane Austen (16 December 1775 – 18 July 1817) was an English novelist whose works of romantic fiction set among the gentry have earned her a place as one of the most widely read and most beloved writers in English literature. Amongst scholars and critics, Austen’s realism and biting social commentary have cemented her historical importance as a writer.

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Novels
Sense and Sensibility (1811)
Pride and Prejudice (1813)
Mansfield Park (1814)
Emma (1815)
Northanger Abbey (1817) (posthumous)
Persuasion (1817) (posthumous)

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Jane Austen is a well known and much-loved English author. Her fans today number in the millions and since the advent of motion pictures, her novels have been turned into film at an almost regular pace. Though just having publish a mere six novels, those few works have become the basis for the true romance story since their appearance on the literary scene in the early 1800’s.

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QUOTES from JANE AUSTEN

“Wisdom is better than wit, and in the long run will certainly have the laugh on her side.”
“Where so many hours have been spent in convincing myself that I am right, is there not some reason to fear I may be wrong?”
“To sit in the shade on a fine day and look upon verdure is the most perfect refreshment.”
“Surprises are foolish things. The pleasure is not enhanced, and the inconvenience is often considerable.”
“Single women have a dreadful propensity for being poor. Which is one very strong argument in favor of matrimony.”
“Seldom, very seldom, does complete truth belong to any human disclosure; seldom can it happen that something is not a little disguised, or a little mistaken.”
“One man’s style must not be the rule of another’s.”
“One cannot be always laughing at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty.”
“Let other pens dwell on guilt and misery.”
“It will, I believe, be everywhere found, that as the clergy are, or are not what they ought to be, so are the rest of the nation.”
“I do not want people to be very agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them a great deal.”
“I do not want people to be agreeable, as it saves me that trouble of liking them.”

 

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Scarlet

If you asked me how i would like my childhood to have looked like,in which surrounding i would have spent my childish days,i would say…on TARA….

Scarlett

To be SCARLETT is most amazing dream that a little -grew up girl could possibly have..Born as little princess she was molly-coddle and on care by her dearest.Being so beautiful,there must be her beauty reflected ambient where she lived and absorbed outer powerful nature in all its opulence .That was a way they were feeding each other,by exchanging their inner charm,tendernes,power, energy,beauty….a row of common Human and Nature attributes.

Beside a native beautiful look ,Scarlet picked up vivid force of the nature,which bore her through all life,giving an astonished strength in the hardest days,which were waiting for her.

As the Queen on the balls,she has always been surrounded by all young men who pretended to marry her.She shared her charm unselfish,giving magic smiles and laugh every one of them….her hilarity was absorbing.Each man could have belonged  to her,and every one was longing to conquer her heart.Such a richness and abundance had to lead to some deflections…unfortunately,when we are overwhelmed with riches of blissful attributes,it happens often to turn ourselves into a destructive energy.It was easy possible to happen with Scarlett,and she became a sacrifice of own magnificent and splendid nature.It was among other things expressed in her feelings,which stayed an enigma to the end of the story..LOVE..She was giving Love to Ashley,turned him in own obsession,which could have been a punishment that Scarlett dedicated for herself.Not only she ,every person who met and felt such richness of own personality,often chose a way to punish oneslef…in some way.That was a Fate to accompany her for lifetime.What is the easiest way to get out of such a big load ,than to punish yourself.I know of that from my personal experience.

Scarlett gave own greatest value during the war,by encountering with enemy when she evinced astonishing courage and strength to face with bad people willing to kill and abuse women.Then,she helped her rival Melanie by staying with her in difficult moments,when she gave a birth to a baby,and helping all together to find way back to Tara.

Tara was and stayed her Destiny and personal impress.Scarlet was drawing the whole strength she possessed from Tara and felt intensity and power which the land can give,she needed its hardness and security.The Supreme’s creation of the world jointed all necessary elements which nature bears in itself…beauty and power,strength and backbone,hate and love,silence and storms…Scarlet and Tara

No,i didn’t forget Rhett Butler,he played main role in her life..just to point  to the belief of my own,how she punished herself in realm of love, alike.It was about great destruction which such a character could bear inside own being.It is unthinkable that beautiful Scarlet was not able to love and to give love…she needed love more than others could imagine,simple fact she was so rich in all ,which a woman could wish for her look and spirit…and was predicted for great love.

I think she was probably aware of her due to someone or something would never be paid off….but, it was Scarlett with all strength of will to struggle on..to believe in Love and hope that God’s punishment was not so crucial for her to be bereaved of her essential being in longing for splendid and magic love..

I’ll think about it tomorrow……

Could you imagine how she was created for something ordinarily?Beautiful and glorious Scarlett could not have a life to be lives of many.She had to pay for own advantages some high prices;taking from oneself and giving more to others.To beat evil is not easy work…the hardest of all is that you feel it ,which looks worse than to meet Devil itself..or himself…

I and you can only imagine how her way could be contineued…regardless she brings her love back or not,i firmly believe she would stay strong and full of hope for love and future..till the end,if an end exist at all…for Her and Tara

What about a suffering love of Ashley,relationship that she built in own imagination and fed the youngest days of her life.Wasn’t that feeling of her forced by her spite, for Ashley had been all the time aware of differences stood between him and her?/for him she has a heart of lion/

ASHLEY and SCARLETT

“You were too full of living and too real and I
was cowardly enough to prefer shadows and dreams.”

“I had sheltered myself from people all my life, I had carefully
selected my few friends.  But the war taught me I had created a
world of my own with dream people in it.  It taught me what people
really are, but it didn’t teach me how to live with them.

Forgive me, Scarlett, for talking so.  I can’t make you understand
because you don’t know the meaning of fear.  You have the heart of
a lion and an utter lack of imagination and I envy you both of
those qualities.  You’ll never mind facing realities and you’ll
never want to escape from them as I do.”

You told me you loved me better than her that day–oh, you
remember that day

“We were to forget that day at Twelve Oaks.”
There was a day of his weakness to confess his love of her…a moment which comes to be an illusion …Melanie was a woman he could understand and regard and she  fitted his quiet and serene nature.

RHETT and SCARLETT

Rhett has been loved by women..no wonder,he was a real gentlemen who loved and knew a way to seduce them in a charming man’s manner.As much as women admired him,they loved him the same ,and wanted to be on a list waiting  for his flattering words.Every woman covets to meet such a careful seducer who knows each secret twinkle of her soul.

Rhett and Scarlet

“It was so obvious that we were meant for each other.  So obvious
that I was the only man of your acquaintance who could love you
after knowing you as you really are–hard and greedy and
unscrupulous, like me.  I loved you and I took the chance.  I
thought Ashley would fade out of your mind.  But,” he shrugged, “I
tried everything I knew and nothing worked.  And I loved you so,
Scarlett.  If you had only let me, I could have loved you as gently
and as tenderly as ever a man loved a woman.  But I couldn’t let
you know, for I knew you’d think me weak and try to use my love
against me.  And always–always there was Ashley.  It drove me
crazy. 

“Rhett, don’t say such things!  Oh, what can I say to make you
understand?  I’ve told you how sorry I am–”

“My darling, you’re such a child.  You think that by saying,
‘I’m sorry,’ all the errors and hurts of years past can be
remedied, obliterated from the mind, all the poison drawn from
old wounds. . . .  Take my handkerchief, Scarlett.  Never, at any
crisis of your life, have I known you to have a handkerchief.”
  For a moment
she was on the verge of an outburst of childish wild tears.  She
could have thrown herself on the floor, cursed and screamed and
drummed her heels.  But some remnant of pride, of common sense
stiffened her.  She thought, if I did, he’d only laugh, or just
look at me.  I mustn’t bawl; I mustn’t beg.  I mustn’t do anything
to risk his contempt.  He must respect me even–even if he doesn’t
love me.

She had never understood either of the men she had loved and so she
had lost them both.  Now, she had a fumbling knowledge that, had
she ever understood Ashley, she would never have loved him; had she
ever understood Rhett, she would never have lost him.  She wondered
forlornly if she had ever really understood anyone in the world.

TARA

As God’s will made it,earth stays to be the strongest support and source of power we can search for in our existence.There is Heaven which lures us with all Bible’s and religions stories and rooted belief we received from our parents and ancestors.In real life,in face of difficulties we become naturally turned to land as presently accessible …it feeds us like fruits and vegetables harvested each year in peasant’s struggle with storm ,rain and drought.Scarlet loved richness bestowed by Tara,as she loved Tara to be her mother,a cradle where she was born and forever bound with childhood and everything it bears..childish happiness,plays,innocent laughs..parent’s love .. most joyous moments in life.

SCARLET
“Tara! Home. I’ll go home, and I’ll think of some way to get him back! After all, tomorrow is another day!”

“I won’t think of it now,” she thought grimly, summoning up her old
charm.  “I’ll go crazy if I think about losing him now.  I’ll think
of it tomorrow.”
“I won’t think of it now,” she said again, aloud, trying to push
her misery to the back of her mind, trying to find some bulwark
against the rising tide of pain.  “I’ll–why, I’ll go home to Tara
tomorrow,” and her spirits lifted faintly

  She
thought of Tara and it was as if a gentle cool hand were stealing
over her heart.  She could see the white house gleaming welcome to
her through the reddening autumn leaves, feel the quiet hush of the
country twilight coming down over her like a benediction, feel the
dews falling on the acres of green bushes starred with fleecy
white, see the raw color of the red earth and the dismal dark
beauty of the pines on the rolling hills.

She stood for a moment remembering small things, the avenue of dark
cedars leading to Tara, the banks of cape jessamine bushes, vivid
green against the white walls, the fluttering white curtains.  And
Mammy would be there.  Suddenly she wanted Mammy desperately, as
she had wanted her when she was a little girl, wanted the broad
bosom on which to lay her head, the gnarled black hand on her hair.
Mammy, the last link with the old days.”

With the spirit of her people who would not know defeat, even when
it stared them in the face, she raised her chin.  She could get
Rhett back.  She knew she could.  There had never been a man she
couldn’t get, once she set her mind upon him.

“I’ll think of it all tomorrow, at Tara.  I can stand it then.
Tomorrow, I’ll think of some way to get him back.  After all,
tomorrow is another day.”

   
Gone with the Wind

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Author

Margaret Munnerlyn Mitchell (November 8, 1900 – August 16, 1949) was an American author,who won the Pulitzer Prize  in 1937 for her novel Gone with the Wind. The novel is one of the most popular books of all time, selling more than 30 million copies (see list of best-selling books . An American film adaptation , released in 1939, became the highest-grossing film in the history of Hollywood , and received a record-breaking ten Academy Awards. Its record of eight non-honorary Academy Awards stood until 1958.
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Mitchell wrote for her own amusement, and with solid support from her husband, kept her novel secret from her friends. She hid the voluminous pages under towels, disguising them as a divan , hid them in her closets, and under her bed.[citation needed  ] She wrote the last chapter first, and skipped around from chapter to chapter. Her husband regularly proofread   the growing manuscript to help in continuity. By 1929, her ankle had healed, most of the book was written, and she lost interest in pursuing her literary efforts. The bulk of the work was written between 1925 and 1930 in an apartment Mitchell called “The Dump”[4]  : the Crescent Apartments  are now listed on the National Register of Historic Placesand are operated as a museum to Mitchell’s memory.
Gone With the Wind was published on June 30, 1936.

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Jane Eyre as i love her

Charlotte Bronte

It is in vain to say human beings
ought to be satisfied with tranquillity:
they must have action; and they will make it
if they cannot find it. Millions are condemned to
a stiller doom than mine, and millions are in
silent revolt against their lot….
Women are supposed to be very calm generally:
but women feel just as men feel;
they need exercise for their faculties,
and a field for their efforts,
as much as their brothers do;
they suffer from too rigid a restraint,
too absolute a stagnation, precisely as men would suffer;
and it is narrow-minded in their more privilege
 fellow-creatures to say that they ought
to confine themselves to making puddings….
knitting stockings….playing on the piano….
It is thoughtless to condemn them, or laugh at them
if they seek to do more or learn more than
custom has pronounced necessary for their sex.-Ch. 12

As i begin writing this review my first view and impression go to Charles Dickens’ Oliwer Twist and a typical England workhouse attended by poor  and miserable orphans,where uproar and laugh of children play in a sad surrounding that they even were not fully aware of.Such emotions relate me to the saga of Charlotte Bronte and her work,even he grew up in family environment, nurished by father and mother ,which after mother’s death followed by help of the aunt/sister of her mother/.Charlotte was a child of Dickens’ milieu,curious and smart,passionate of life and rich in feelings ,which could only be seen associated with  twirl of madness,strangeness and passion beyond  apprehension of average minds.Being born in mark of these previsions,Charlotte followed that lane to know the challenging call of love with a married man and experience destiny predicted before her birth, which had to get its expression in her works as well.

Some of that life juice she put into Jane Eyre ,much-loved novel by all generations that survived its time and longing to reach timeless.I felt stream of vibrations coming fromJane Eyre and all features she brings into life ,being so mindful and sensitive,with hidden torrent of strong emotions doomed to love in desperate circumstances and opposite to the time of their rising.As a governess with an appointment to Thornfield Manor,she lived her imagined landscape and a fairy tale house with ghosts,dwarfs,wizards and villa’s orb-all of which she dreamed in early childhood by fantasy of a lovely child arisen in whirl of mixed passions ,where God and Devil battled each other.She was lured by spice of ancient insoluble puzzles traveling during the centuries ,the vortex of which brought her to such a place to meet her love for the life:Edward Rochester.As in each true love they fell in love at first meeting,although as life dictates it realised much later.He found her in deep dedication to most serene feelings,loyalty, which seemed to him so bewitching since he was a squalid and crestfallen in own experienced strikes of life corresponding his age.That blind devotion he saw in her was the key for his love.What about her?Even ,she was brave to go toward the face of destiny,she wanted still a port to embrace her great love with no waves and suspicious unclearness;everything had to be pure and crystal clear,her emotions must meet only unconventional love.

Our desires are the one yet circles that take us and throw around make a bit different tide of happening.After discovering his mad wife,Jane fled from him, only to come back to him in his complicated condition after losing sight in rescue of own wife that killed in fire.

So, destiny is finally filled,came to the end,something from reality,some from upgraded imagination ,with answered and partly unanswered expectations and loves.But, i am sure in one;Charlotte met true love both in her real life and in beautiful narrated story about Jane Eyre.Why i am so sure?Because i know taste of love with so strong emotion and passion and know that has never been lost …never went in vain,tracks of brilliant filaments follow their path all along the eternity.

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Short description/source Wikipedia

Jane Eyre is a first-person narrative of the title character, a small, plain-faced, intelligent and honest English orphan. The novel goes through five distinct stages: Jane’s childhood at Gateshead, where she is abused by her aunt and cousins; her education at Lowood School, where she acquires friends and role models but also suffers privations; her time as the governess of Thornfield Manor, where she falls in love with her Byronic employer, Edward Rochester; her time with the Rivers family at Marsh’s End (or Moor House) and Morton, where her cold clergyman-cousin St John Rivers proposes to her; and her reunion with and marriage to her beloved Rochester at his house of Ferndean. Partly autobiographical, the novel abounds with social criticism and sinister gothic elements.

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Biography/insert from oline-literature/
Growing up in Victorian England, Charlotte and her sisters were inspired by the Romantic authors of the time including Sir Walter Scott, William Wordsworth and Lord George Gordon Byron. As sisters and authors, Charlotte, Emily and Anne gave each other moral support, shared creative ideas and proof-read one another’s work. As the oldest of the Bronte authors, Charlotte approached her writing career as a means to financial independence and to help support her siblings. She was born on 21 April 1816, at 74 Market Street in the village of Thornton near Bradford in Yorkshire County, England
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Love&Annabel Lee

 

Love&Annabel Lee

 

 

  Annabel Lee

Love and Death,beautiful and divine nexus to express strength and power of the ones who are in Love.The most beautiful poem ever composed by God to be given Human Beings, is Love.The all we see and feel in Music,Paintings,Literature and Poetry, makes only the expressions of this Divine gift.From such a superior source many generations have been inspired and the best minds of the world created their magnificent pieces.

By writing this poem of Love,Edgar Alan Poe gave us eternal truth of divine origin of man;there is no power to be more powerful than Love has happened to be.With so gorgeous feeling of love, Edgar Alan Poe resurrected dead soul and beat death,showing simple and genuine path to the meridian happiness.We are blessed by love of Jesus Christ.His words have been spread everywhere and came to everything.

Divine Love gifted its crystal drops to every one of  creatures formed by will of God;living bodies fulfilled blood fluid colored in red as eternal impress of passion;first sin of the three of Cognition;man and woman’s guilty gave birth to Devil!

If you ever wanted to know of How Devil was born ,now, by reading these lines there is no more Mystery for you:Devil has been conceived by sin of Adam and Eva /woman and man/

Did you ever experience a passionate love?Suddenly,even it is not known by you,he sneaks,and his name is DEVIL!The moment of falling in Love is most beautiful feeling we are able to feel.That charm of unknown like a magic possesses you leading to serene spirit condition,which resembles death;trying to plumb the key point Edgar Alan Poes’ connection between Love/Life and Death i’ think finally got to the point:It is about Reconciliation with Destiny-final surrender and sense to be helpless,when you know there is nothing you can change anymore!

I am very happy to conceive this point,it was the main spot i was longing to find out!Magnificent common attribute that links Love and Death!
 

 The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
    Went envying her and me —

He lies by her ;there is not limit between life and death,since death have been beaten for all the time.Two souls has been joined forever.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
    Went envying her and me —
Yes! — that was the reason (as all men know,
    In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
    Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

Love was so glorious that angels in the heaven have not reached happiness of the temporal lovers.

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It was many and many a year ago,
    In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
    By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
    Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
    In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love —
    I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
    Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
    In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
    My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsmen came
    And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
    In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
    Went envying her and me —
Yes! — that was the reason (as all men know,
    In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
    Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
    Of those who were older than we —
    Of many far wiser than we —
And neither the angels in heaven above,
    Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
    Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
    Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
    Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling — my darling — my life and my bride,
    In her sepulchre there by the sea,
    In her tomb by the sounding sea.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Fatal Love of Anna Karenina

“All happy families are alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.”      

    Famous sentence at the beginning of the more famous novel :”Anna Karenina” by Leo Tolstoy.

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I suppose you expect i take you to a known journey,with characters you already met in the book plotted by Author himself.It is another way, a path of your own imagination and experience ,because i believe it is true challenge of writing a book-to make your readers to liberate their fantasy,to spread knowledge possessed by them in reaching new horizons and truths they never thought to lie hidden inside of their beings.That is the real gain and gift of writing and reading a Book!

May every writer be blessed and their sleepless nights to grant you a wonderful journey,revelation,to awake your deepest unaware thoughts and hopes in better life.

I’m standing on the train station,broken heart and hopes in life to go on…it is the end,i fell in abyss that i can’t get out from.My salvation is my Death-i glorify Death!Am i right|?or i am beaten,by losing battle with myself -not with others!What I’m doing?It is my defeat… defeat of my death alike.I’m leaving this world with hate against myself-it is the worst detail of my life and everyone’s else-to leave the light of divine presence with hate!Great Sin!

Anna Karenina was caught in a snare-being not able to get out herself from betrayals-distorted,ugly,malicious,mendacious faces-monsters…like in a crooked mirror she saw people passing by the train and sitting in the coaches.There were no true laughs-just false faces of women and men in their monster appearances.”The girl-she is a monster as well” /Karenina/By looking at a couple she thought of how they already bored each other and how hate one another”It is inevitable  to hate these sad prodigies.”/Karenina/she was thinking before the final act.

The all seemed to be a torture.”"Yes, what did I stop at?That I couldn’t conceive a position in which life would not be a misery, that we are all created to be miserable, and that we all know it, and all invent means of deceiving each other. And when one sees the truth, what is one to do?”The man is given sense to free oneself from everything which annoys him“/Karenina/ .If everyone betrayed you who or what you would  have to address to?What about God?Jesus Christ was crucified,and being abandoned by people,he surrendered himself to destiny he believed God designated to him.It was not his message to us-to surrender yourself….He agreed for his believed in Salvation of Mankind on the ground of his sacrifice….-that is key point in Jesus legacy/But,for all Christians people there is different path:struggle,hope,belief,honesty, respect,love of yourself and other Human beings…It is glory of light over darkness.

What reach of conceiving missed Anna to stay fast to the very end?….cautgh in a magic circle of being lost in belief of the beauty of life;betrayed by the all ,the most by her lover Vronsky  unrequited love has been very hard to stand…there is only labyrinth with no outputs…it may be  great stroke which brings HATE against oneself and loved person.  

“There,there in the middle to punish him and escape myself from every one of them and myself”   /Karenina/..she was thinking looking at the shadow of the  carriage.

There is a prediction from the beginning of the book,when a tragic event took place:a man was killed at the station on the day of her first meeting with Vronsky..That thought was present in her head by making decision of committing a suicide.There was one moment when she asked herself:Where am i being?What I’m doing?What for?she was disgusted by own act.”My God forgive me everything!”/Karenina/

Being one of the most celebrated feature we posses Love has never been a simple gift-Great gift embraces  great commitments.If you choose to love with passion,being devoted to your lover,then chosen path is not facile….First it is about your Will-most precious human achievement to determine strength of your Love   ….i gave myself away to you ,now  do what is your will with me?depends on you.. take it.. throw it aside….Am i a doll?Like a flower being planted in continual need of air, water,care,tender,attention….if you leave flower, it begins to vanish ..there is no care….what about us?-each neglect brings troubles,loss of trusting,anger over betray..and the most danger of all-Jealousy.Since she felt herself of being  neglected it brought Jealousy to everyone and everything..

“No, you were not mistaken,’ she said slowly, looking despairingly into his cold face.  ‘You were not mistaken.  I was, and cannot help being, in despair.  I listen to you but I am thinking of him.  I love him, I am his mistress, I cannot endure you.  I am afraid of you, and I hate you. Do what you like to me‘”/Karenina/by giving a confession to her husband.

One of the most touched scenes in book is her meeting with son;deep despair for being separated from him.”What are you crying for, mother?” he said, waking completely up. “Mother, what are you crying for?” he cried in a tearful voice.”I won’t cry …I’m crying for joy. It’s so long since I’ve seen you. I won’t, I won’t,” /Karenina/.

I am admired by child’s  ability to conceive in flash of thought the real truth;unbelievable how a small soul is capable of seeing things regard to relationship and feelings which are not recognized  from the adults many times.Look at carefully in a child’s eyes-there lies endless truth and understanding.

“Don’t go yet. He won’t come just yet.”
The mother held him away from her to see what he was thinking, what to say to him, and in his frightened face she read not only that he was speaking of his father, but, as it were, asking her what he ought to think about his father.
“Seryozha, my darling,” she said, “love him; he’s better and kinder than I am, and I have done him wrong. When you grow up you will judge.”
“There’s no one better than you! . . .” he cried in despair through his tear/Karenina and Seryozha/,

Vronsky

“Anna Karenina: What are you doing here?
Vronsky: You know that I have come to be where you are. I cannot help myself. »

What were biggest issues their relationship suffered from? /Anna and Vronsky/?deficit of conversation-missunderstanding..for judging to the end of book,he chose a tragical destiny/went to battle against Turkey in Serbia/having been under hard pressure of social community in Russia  of the time,with lots of prejudices,he found himself a little lost,confused, incapable to find output..reason to value himself less than evidentially he believed to deserve-main point for such deep gap of all the misapprehensions between him and Anna.If he had gotten more of Anna’s support the final chapter possibly would have had quite different look.In any case I can give up anything for her, but not my masculine independence,” he thought.

….maybe i hurt you it was not my intention,and now it feels like call of my soul to love you more;that is how woman becomes a slave…

Count Vronsky made great efforts to get recognitions for Anna in the world that they have been seen in,which was more  protracted by mutual quarrels between him and Anna.In  the whirl of a flaming love , lovers often strive to hurt each other.”At one time she would seem in love with him, and then she would become cold, irritable, and impenetrable. She was worrying over something, and keeping something back from him, and did not seem to notice the humiliations which poisoned his existence, and for her, with her delicate intuition, must have been still more unbearable.

“Give a biggest Prayer to ones in great Love-they need that so much-for final consequences are so close….Death or Life…..”

I pray,     ..for i have been in great love limits of which are death..or life..How to save yourself having been betrayed by your Lover…looks like you lose all the beauty and support in your life…Only great Love of yourself and awareness of being a perfect being is able to save you..it is a known teaching Jesus Christ left you;to love yourself the most in the world,to follow him in self improvement path ..the all known and unknown,all deaths and lives, all loves and hates,all hopes and indignities,…..all lie inside of you You are salvation …you go in new day…

You saved my life and now i have hope for the future-there is always new hope and new life,believe me i went trough the hell..

I am happy if you found a few sentences to warm your heart and make to think further than possible reach of them has been..

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My truth about Holy Grail

Holy Grail is undoubtedly one of most attractive legends that has ever emerged since Humans became capable of thinking and conceiving.The very first tracks of human works we meet ,are drawings on the walls of caves.Then, there are the first loam letters,Hieroglyphs in Egypt regarded to be picture letter.Fortunately,ancient people were ingenious in finding ways to express thoughts ,write down history of Mankind and save the all for the future generations./as using of parchment for example.

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It is notorious fact there are numerous tellings about Holy Grail.By following my own instinct and feelings I’ll reveal my truth which is inevitable connected with Jesus Christ’s teaching and Legacy.Jesus Christ had been crucified, an act followed by his resurrection.What preceded these events was last supper he hold for his disciples ;he drank from a cup of wine and shared bread with his followers.

To ask ourselves, what we really celebrate about Jesus Christ?Isn’t it his Human and God’s unity?There is no other man in history to have such characteristics ;he was the only who jointed divine and human spirit and body in one person-to be God and Human Being at the same time.What was he trying to say us?Having isolated in the desert places he met devil by suffering many temptations before getting the battle-it was his self improvement path plated by meditation. Being a mortal being but all the time aware of God’s origin ,he had only one way-to try beating death ,to be immortal that he was referred to by his divine heritage.Inevitable, in that struggle  he got one battle more-he won old age;that is where we find track of Holy Grail as source of eternal Youth.

Immortality and eternal youth- as consequence of it .Such precious gift scoops from own source in every Human being.We must assuming that Divine beings are in advantage over temporal beings/it happens to be us/. God’s gorgeous spirit created our appearances with bodies following the all he already made:heaven, earth,light,plant,animals.;there was no need of proving  spirit’s excellence over material .Jesus Christ had only gave a proof more:he rose from his physical body and his spirit won mortality.In the Testament we meet his message he left for the  future generations of Mankind:Humans have no other task but to follow a path of self development,to draw from inside of themselves last particles of their beings to bring closer divine nature, tracks of which they follow.My testament is my own way of self improvement achieved by my personal efforts following Jesus path;my mind has been my Holy grail in reaching eternal Youth.

We may not be sure was Jesus Christ destiny fate or reward,or it was  his choice to demonstrate strength of will and most beautiful gift we received-Mind.In light of such a regard we must be astonished by his act .The example he gave us is so powerful and magnificent that happens to be hard conceived by most people on earth-no many understand and follow.Is there any mistake ? Why does so small number of  people think of it and sacrifice time and themselves to be perfect?I confess to be puzzled-no answer;or to think it must be as it is ,for there are ones who are gifted and ones who are not.

If you have asked yourself by now what is Holy Grail-the truth is: try to find it in yourself,by keeping in your mind Jesus Christ’s glorious appearance, acts and teaching.

Since Jesus lived on earth in Human effigy ,tracks of his legacy have been his blood and body.It is visible from happenings at the last supper and his addressing  to disciples;Jesus took the bred,breached it and gave them by saying:Eat,this is body of mine!Then,he took a glass of wine:Drink ,this is my blood that would be sloped for many!The cup that he drank from makes a theory of being Holy Grail.My apprehension goes much wider;I’m thinking of his blood carrying life in its particles,colored by special meaning of each one of them,i think of being his own blood,blue and strange,i am proud of being of Royalty blood-Holy Grail ,again one knowledge  more that says he had woman to give a birth to a child and that way gifting to him ancestors.I believe to be the one, chosen to carry blue and glorious blood of eternal Youth.

Do you still ask yourself which one of paths to follow?Confused?It is all about Jesus Christ’s teaching;no forces,only choice!You are the one who make choice,you possess  free will,you can do everything you want with your will.He called you to go after him by following him in the most accurate path going toward Divine brightness;it is symbol of perfection that he was longing so much.

 

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“The Holy Grail is generally considered to be the cup from which Christ drank at the Last Supper and the one used by Joseph of Arimathea to catch his blood as he hung on the cross. This significance, however, was introduced into the Arthurian legends by Robert de Boron in his verse romance Joseph d’Arimathie (sometimes also called Le Roman de l’Estoire dou Graal), which was probably written in the last decade of the twelfth century or the first couple of years of the thirteenth.”read on  http://www.lib.rochester.edu/camelot/grlmenu.htm

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The Immaculate Conception by Velazquez

looking for the light

There is a wonderful mystery in existence of opposite poles:female and male;north and south;right and wrong;big and little;beautiful and ugly; light and darkness;love and death……i stopped here.

What was first difference we remarked in our childhood?Or a better question :how much have such differences been present in our minds?I found myself without an answer -i can’t remember of thinking about it  too much.With years being passed,my self -retrospection has become dominant.I ‘m thinking a lot of all possibilities our mind is exposed;in my mind circulates many thoughts and ideas to be researched,defined and crystal cleared up.My intention is to analyze everything and to find final solutions  in personal approach to each of issues flaring in my mind .Reaching pure awareness along the road has simultaneously meant finding the safe way toward self-confidence.Being in knowledge of legality of every notion,to know why it is in that way,to discover right formula in each appearance ,is genuine and truthful approach to mastering confidence in yourself.All this leads to getting to know yourself better by everyday in your life.A philosophy attitude has always been :when you know of something you get power over it.In the Bible we meet the tree of cognition as being figurative sign of  supreme power in possess of God/.The access to the tree was forbidden to Adam and Eva/-not by accident,in this case it was a mindful decision of depriving others in owning of Power alike.What happened later, has been a try of Jesus Christ to redeem Human sins in preparation to be granted with eternal life.Jesus himself went through a path of self -retrospection.Now, we only can assume was it allowed by God-or not,being God banned getting the knowledge from the tree of cognition.It appears to be a puzzle:Had Jesus Christ broken the rule established by God?The consequence of such act was his Crucifixion.Didn’t Jesus Christ cry:Eloi,eloi lama savahtani!My God,my God,why did you leave me?/Gospel by Marco 14.15/

Glorify Jesus Christ because he showed on his own example what is your way to master self confidence.

That is the way i built my self -confidence ;you can read a batch of books on related theme,but simple truth is that the real accomplishment lies in yourself.You must follow your unique way /i pursued it for years/ to get confidence and bring closer to divine truth.You have been alone in the road-no help from anybody,only you,self retrospection in using of own mind precedences.There are endless mind possibilities-you even don’t know of them unless you  try to reach them.

During my journey i got to know the known and the unknown-light and darkness, God and Devil.No,don’t be surprised-some of us will meet Devil,it is challenge waiting for you.Think of Jesus Christ,didn’t  he experience many of Temptations.

Beauty

There are many aspects in mastering of self -confidence;one of them is awareness of your Beauty.Everyone wants to look beautiful;as it is in one fairy- tale where power upon earning of strength lies in some hidden part of body/hear, foot…/it is essential to know of your hidden power which is embedded in self confidence .My power lies in my *strange nature*-there are persons that in the past and for times to be coming, always called &strange&  people.They have been in both sexes -male and female.Thanks to magic particles my body and spirit have been constituted,i feel myself to be unique,i am in hold of unique colour which makes to be peculiar and magic attractive.

In order to conquer confidence,it is of importance the role that knowledge of your intellectual limits plays; finding out what are your excellences ,brings relief in your endeavors to be more confident,even you are not the smartest person in the world.Iam proud of my intellectual abilities ,they are a means to rely on in each life situation.

Something more about Beauty

Being in awareness of right moment when your beauty shines in its full brightness is hidden weapon.There is no necessary of your Beauty to be spread out in one glance-keep it a surprise, to glow in special events.My hidden weapon is my night beauty-my face gets magic colour;i save its splendid to extraordinary occasions.

To return to childhood and my favorite quotation : in childhood begins everything-our past,present and future.You discover first signs of your fate -it is only up to you to follow forecast .I name it forecast for its strength carried inside of each conceived idea.I can’t say what happens if you missed these first tracks,but honestly hope you can recover lost and make it up for.

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